not every poem I write is about you

Not every poem I write
is about you

just the ones that
when I read them out loud
stretch breath tight like a bowstring
that fires an arrow at a fleeing target
and falls short

so I have to swallow down feeling
hard, slide across that snapped string
no longer a weapon but an instrument
the harp I play in broken accompaniment

to what is sung past tightness,
the point where words stick
and this poet stammers
you, you slide between the lines
not spoken, but impossibly there–

you are the inconvenient lump
in my throat.

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Dormancy (a triolet)

What waits to stir beneath snow
is more than old leaves and mud;
life folded, patient and slow
(is) what waits to stir beneath snow
shifts in its sleep, hungry to grow
the dreams seeds own, impatient to bud
what waits to stir beneath snow
is more than old leaves and mud

 

***for Dverse

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Haiku: New

inside this acorn
old, cracked, dormant under snow
something stirs that’s new

***for Audra and the Panda, as well as HH!

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WOW. I was going to change mine, but Stephen Kellogg wrote this, so I won’t. GORGEOUS.

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This is a response poem inspired by the poem “if this were a love poem” written by Susan L Daniels and found on her wonderful blog here.

If this were a response to your love poem

I might say once I cried a thousand tears
you saw them as stars
they really were fears
of all that was blooming
if this were a response to your love poem
which it isn’t
so I won’t

I could mention you called my name
held it as a banner
a sweet refrain
as I listened in shame
if this were a response to your love poem
which it isn’t
so I won’t

I could tell how the sound of you
sparked hope and fear
as I sat silenced here
your voice fading away
if this were a response to your love poem
which it isn’t
so I won’t

this can’t be a…

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if this were a love poem

I might say once you sprinkled constellations
in my eyes and scales went crazy
because my smallness could not hold
all of what was blooming
if this were a love poem
which it isn’t
so I won’t

I could mention your name was my mantra
for desire, whispered and rolled
under my tongue like a secret
a sweet one
if this were a love poem
which it isn’t
so I won’t

I could tell how the magic
of our meeting belled and rang
in a promise unrealized
and faded to silence
if this were a love poem
which it isn’t
so I won’t

this can’t be a poem
about a feeling that almost was
but never became
and so it’s not

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steampunk spambabble

you should ought to must
really should/should really
need to should certainly
have to want to should preferably be
looking through browsing

we think believe feel
you may uncover awesome
a several in the pretty perfect available

***oh, I love spammers.

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25 versions of 1 snowfall

the plural of snow
is snow, how flakes join and fall
into one wholeness

*

winter is
less snow and more cold
to keep it

*

snow does not
know us and happens
where it wills
whether we
welcome it or not. the trick is
to meet it smiling

*

In ten words, it spirals soft
from sky to earth
*

that bird
we call winter
lines her nest
today
and that softness
ripped from her breast
catches in my hair

white feathers
like missed kisses
melting

*

snowsnakes
slip from trees
to twist at my feet

*

shivering
newness
opening to
wonder

*

in Buffalo
it snows sideways
and from the ground up

a miracle

just like that rain
Forrest Gump hated
minus the heat

*

the constellations of winter
are lost in the steam of our breath:
the hunter, the bull
the greater and lesser dogs,
the sea monster and the man that killed him
rest by the celestial river
or reel with the twins

but those jewels, high up
cannot compete with the small stars that fall
to melt in our palms

*

the first snow
we never want to let go
the second and third ones
are what leave us so numb

*

he is set in snow
a ruby burning, preening
cardinal flames his wings

*

snow
a fall
erasure
winter’s white bloom
scentless daisy chains
cold covering in drifts
a blanket that cannot warm
yes, the snow itself is lonely

*

gifted
with this brilliance
this light-catching sameness
my ungrateful  eyes
starve for green

*

there is physics to skating:
friction and momentum
curving Newton’s third law
into a glide

& physics in that lesson of snow
teaching lightness

in falling

*

the leaves fell, sparked
brightness arced fades
to dark, and snow

*

snowfall
winter’s beauty
paints this everything
with whiteness we shape angels in
snowfall

*

the radar-generated snow
falls, like feathers
from ripped pillows
I taste winter
with my tongue
and breathe
in this coldness
like oxygen
the spirit opens
to take deeper

*
we are snow
what is unique in us
melted & lost in water cycling

*

I am merely saying & saving
some of what’s wild, grinding
a brightness to pass to you
in a sting of snow, dancing inside a trace
of what phosphoresces under oceans
in a kiss we call sustenance:
what makes us go.

*

(E)very snowflake
is different.

How (can) we
get off our knees?

(erasure, Jeanette Winterson)

*

you sing summer to me
but our seasons are opposed–
winter in my heart

*
pieces of sky fall
sifted confectioner sweet–
we stick out our tongues

*

I crave that covering over
everything raw
snow promises

the blindness of winter

how small things together
change what is seen
to iced monochrome

*

what it means to be pine

a memory quietly hummed
& almost scented

beneath the bite of snow
& resin they wear

*

the snow comes
gently, and with softness
in a careful arrangement of atoms
the snow comes
like sky broken into crumbs
but each one flawless
the snow comes
gently, and with softness

***for Dverse

**** In #3, I was inspired by stole from Rule of Stupid “the snow doesn’t know us.”

***** “the snow itself is lonely” is a quote by Joseph Wood Krutch

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