this creek cannot flow
heat and sun drink it
to a series of shallow ponds
dammed by rocks
& today
this body is like that chain
of dying & drying water
ovaries frantically blooming eggs
their children
before they die and dry too
& the whole body mourns
this fruitless release
every ovulation
for five years
a knife twist
in the bowl of my hips
& dullness of breasts
aching to feed
the body is ignorant
of what the brain knows
& weeps
because of it