may is the month
for remembering
my sister’s birth
my mother’s death
separated by years,
only 4 days apart
on the calendar
the flowers I place
carefully
over their graves
spice the air
like cinnamon
coloring the palate
remembered love
& newness
so closely woven together
with lilacs budding
& spring planting
I do this every year
if I look up
from where I kneel
I will see the house
where I grew into
the woman I am;
while my children run
along the cemetery road
where few cars pass
my mother sold it
years ago,
not wanting to see
where she would someday
be buried, reminded
every morning
drinking her coffee
so a stranger
owns that house now,
though it will
always be mine,
always ours,
the way we own forever
the places that shape us
I brush dirt
from my knees
& stand up,
done with the task
of remembering
open my arms
in a stretch
& move on,
intent
on this business of living