9 versions of 1 snowfall

the plural of snow
is snow, how flakes join and fall
into one wholeness

winter is
less snow and more wait
for melting

in ten words, it spirals soft
from sky to earth

the first snow
we never want to let go
the second and third ones
are what leave us so numb

it is time for ice
and the light brush
of white snow brings

snow
white erasure
I shovel
what obliterates everything
snow

snowfall
winter’s beauty
covers this everything
with whiteness we shape angels in
snowfall

the radar-generated snow
falls, like feathers
from ripped pillows
I taste winter
with my tongue
and breathe
in this coldness
like oxygen
the spirit opens
to take deeper

the snow comes
gently, and with softness
in a careful arrangement of atoms
the snow comes
like sky broken into crumbs
but each one flawless
the snow comes
gently, and with softness

 

***for Dverse

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Kind of reminds me of a calmer, more quiet Trent Lewin.

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there is sweet in sadness and joy in remembering

the emptiness at my table
does not wait for Elijah

it is full of ghosts
I welcome, my nostalgia
budded and bloomed
to a full bouquet now, no longer

single long stems posed in the center
of memory we make

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zero visibility

Stretched and layered
high over plate tectonics
another instability waits–
this one of air
and almost frictionless,

but sky fall is gentle;
a heavy, frozen silence
each piece unique
as the reaction to it

the radio chants its litany of closings
and reasons not to drive,
almost recommending that wait
with a 6-pack and a game on
in beery hibernation
like a mayor used to say
as we taste ice on our lips
carried into air from the north
though not that far–
I can see Canada’s fireworks
in the summer and have seen
aurorae sometimes in winter,
fresh and forged new, but not with heat–
a green that burns
with the hiss of liquid nitrogen.

We listen for lake-effect thunder
snow-lightning, we called it
always softer than her summer sister
while children shape snowmen
and angels. Dark comes early
this side of solstice, so I call them in.

The Eskimo
have over 100 words
for this whiteness, their world defined
by this color and texture
to this one I know, and it covers
all definition with the same ice
where the wind picks up.

Outside this valley, in another place
I have been snow-swallowed and blind,
where eyes fail and the only way known
is to what is down, under boots
because what is up or across
cannot be seen and only hoped for:
visibility measured no farther
than my fingertips
and even that debatable
reminding me of the exercise
where a circle is drawn, measuring exactly only
the space this body occupies–that is the extent
and locus of any control I have

this small circle of me
is all I know and can own:
that is what snow teaches
and each year I am reminded.

***A little poetic license as far as the AB is concerned–I believe I was in Canada when I saw those.

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language

I have learned you
as a second language
and am not yet fluent
in your tangles of nuance

I misspeak more than I speak
stumble over heady consonants
with multiple meanings

it is not so much what is said
as how it is spoken
that translates me

so here we sit
thumbing and fumbling
through these dictionaries
to each other

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the day before Christmas (moment of unexpected silence)

Humming along to Happy Xmas (War is Over)
on the car radio, though I’ve done nothing
but buy, buy, buy, and go by.  My mouth
still tastes of peppermint mocha
behind my cheeks and under my tongue
as I flip pages of that to-do-list that never stops

but
it does skip a beat and pause
when I see the flag
sagged half-staff, anemic and windless
at the post office, and that laxity strikes
on the cheeks and across the eyes
tearing off the blindfold I didn’t see:  what packs my day
with unwrapped presents and dinner to plan
was ripped from Newtown families

and I pause both to mourn and be thankful.
Sometimes blessing is a bitter thing

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anhedonia

a lemon
without zest
is just sour fruit

and bubbles
in Perrier
go flat
on my tongue

that’s what
this is–
not real sadness

but an absence
of fizz, a lack
of snap

and it’s past time
to set things
sparking again

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