Refrigerator Poems

I’ve drawn people in scribbles
and had them taped up
on my mother’s refrigerator

and maybe I am
a decent kitchen poet,
a step or two above hallmark

but stop telling me
you love my good enough–
that this is as deep as I can dive

or that this okayness
will bloom to better on its own–
it won’t

the pictures on the refrigerator
are stick figures needing meat
over their bones

hungry to swallow the moon
or shadow the sun,
so if you keep these somewhere unbarred

be ready for what’s wild, once fleshed
to slide down that door
wrap around your ankles

and trip you up

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1/7/13 small stone

Pine needles, still smelling of Christmas–
litter swept into the dustpan.

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yellow/black

Under the hard light of January
everything is ugly;
shoes my daughter’s toes will poke through
and slave-made poisoned toys my son wants
winking through excess packaging, things built
to break and none of it fixable, all of it hungry
to reseed already pregnant landfills

what feeds can never sustain,
potato buds boxed next to ramen–
no apples, but there are cans
swollen with salt and pallid peas.
There is milk from rBGH cows,
eggs from exhausted, beakless birds
and we buy it,
stuff it in those black/yellow bags

we wonder why we are dying
and why death is not so easily paid for
as this, sent off to bulk burial
in thick plastic caskets stacked high
in the aisle next to kinked hoses
no one wants.

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Perfect–Alice has worded this so perfectly.

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small stone 01/06/2013

for Trent — we seem to keep bouncing ideas off each other.

If only you could see what I have seen with your eyes, you said.

Show me.  Show me what my words paint, because in daylight they fly the colors of winter:  snow, sky, trees, mud.  These are my words, my color, my nuance.

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home

In your not-speaking
that shout
twists in your throat.

Speak the snake
before you choke on it.

I am willing to sacrifice silence
for eventual peace.

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envisioning winter

I want to find that place where visions approach the way wild deer take apple slices from gloved hands if they are hungry, and I am still.  Do visions come in winter?  I cannot hold winter; blood too warm to keep solid any ice that wants to fill my space.  This season does not love what is live–it is for bone trees and skeletal sleep; starving time; scaffold pared of all flesh and spare, echoing bareness.  If I am still enough the four colors that are here will perch on my fingers.  If I am still enough, the shadows that are blue in midday will curl in my lap and sleep, growl when I stand to wipe bounced light from my eyes, too much light burning memory into retinas.  Cold is deeper than snow, and this is no long wait for wisdom.  If this were a desert I could wait longer, and learn stillness–not this place where I grab knowing quickly and run, before frostbite, before hunger sets in, before hibernation.

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