77 cents

I want those 23 cents per dollar
that some man made more than me
for that precise thinking, for that same lifting,
for my exact educational level
and similar scrubbing–money lost
for every second of my life worked

I want to be buried in pennies
so I know how much less weight
I was given, how much less force,
how much purchase power bled away
with my menses and led to a poverty of power

and then I want to spend those pennies,
not on makeup, or rent, or toothpaste, or chicken
at the store; not on car repairs
or nylons, or chewing gum

no, I want those 25 years of 23 cents per dollar
(adjusted for inflation, of course, just like
my lower social security check will be)
to go elsewhere, those combined pennies
spent on new glasses, so I can see clearly
past my own borders, into the lives
of  women and girls, who live
in parts of the world where
to be born female
is worse than a prison sentence,

where they are bought, sold, traded,
owned, murdered,maimed, secluded,
and devalued far more than 23 cents on a dollar
could ever compensate for

so I can raise my voice
and direct this anger

to change something far more important
than those 23 pennies
if I could just see it

***This is not to say that US women should not be concerned about equal pay, not at all.  I just want us to use this anger over inequity here as a force to effect change globally, where it is desperately needed.

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Wow, people–READ this! If you are not following this man, you should be.

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Fizzy Feelings and Fuzzy Physics #1, Waves: A Duet

By Susan Daniels and Noel Ihebuzor

I want to ride this wave
suspended in stroking flow, the way a child
rocks to sleep at night, body remembering
the forward shove, the dragging back

The mind surveys, questions the source
the ends, the purpose and where they end
this timeless travel, unceasing pulling
Constant pushing and tugging

Your mind brushes infinity, reflected
in a wave with no beginning
that never breaks, but meets invisible resistance
and release in reactive crests and peaks;
the raw push forward, still with softness,
rocking and wrapping everything that swims
within light, inside water, coiled inside sound;
all the patterned peaks and troughs that invite and incite
with throb and force, always present within a wave–
should we resist or should we swim inside its logic

There is a logic to its heaves
the pull of the moon
stirring tides, stirring blood surges and longings
in its genteel stare bewitching

Let it come, let us call it forth–
summon it to strike and shape
the substance of song and sighs;
the drag of magnets siphoning bitterness,
drawing pure substance to pure substance,
energy flowing  forward without resistance.

The waves moving, endless motion,
the to and fro of each wave,
each wave inching deeper and closer
moving us and the world with it

If waves are change, let this one birth a tsunami to crush
and carry away the proud
the assured who stand opposed
but a wave that can with tenderness lift up,
splash and cleanse those
who gently cling at her rolling hems, hide their faces
in her soft skirts

Let us then ride and roll on her foaming wings
as the world rolls and spins
and advances  in its waves of ether
moving always and the world forward

***Trying a little something different here–my voice is the one italicized, and Noel’s the one not.  As always, Noel, a pleasure to co-create with you!

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missed transits

Even though it took all day to crawl across
I missed the dark mote
crossing the sun’s eye
by moments

remembering after sunset
I wanted to watch for it

here’s hoping
the great-grandchildren
look up, at least once
in 2117

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the young voice

the voice
in those old poems

is beautiful

but so much
aware of herself

preening
in the mirror

so long grooming
& perfecting the image

she forgot
what she was
trying to say
using it

if I have a choice
I will keep the mature throat

that knows it must open
to both breathe
& sing

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the night we met (Jaman)

his hands hovered
& covered 2 octaves each
over that sweep of keys
for those long fingers
those flats and sharps rippled

& tripled in ostinato
block cord voicing
striding & skipping spells
on that baby grand

hands making that instrument shake
and scream like it was in church
newly converted and keening
speaking in tongues

I forget
the other two of that trio,
recognizing only
one elemental voice
his

in that play
entering ears
humming in marrow
making feet dance

nodding and silencing
when my friend whispered
the pianist is smiling at you
murmuring, yes, I know
and assessing the cost

of smiling back
and walking towards
the inevitable, or waiting
for it to come to me

either way
the decision was made
by those cords
singing only to me

in that moment

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prey

this valley distorts sound
so you can’t tell
from which direction
death is coming

thin hunting calls
of coyotes
echo everywhere,
slip inside open windows
into my ears

body poised for flight

until I remember
I am safe
beneath blankets

& do not need
the fleet-footed
silent panic
owned by the doe
circled by
a hungry pack

even though
I resound with it,
my heart pounding
the fast bass drum of her escape

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