cogito ergo sum
carried by blood
to the place i hear words
not spoken but dropped
between the ears
before i wake today.
Descartes dreamed
as eyes open is tricky–
i am uncertain these words
capture my i-ness
the way sum ergo diligo would
if i dreamed dead languages often.
diligo diligi dilige diligiamo diligete diligono
i think; therefore i am.
i am; therefore i love,
because what flowers
under this skin
sweeter than jasmine
only night-blooming
has petals that dissolve
in sunlight. impossible
to press for scent or study
as the mind leaves
these fields of secrets;
bright poppies weaving
a brilliance
bitter on the edges.
i need to drink deep.
i think; therefore i love.
i love; therefore i am.
this passion. this thirst
for whatever is given can never be met
part-way, half-assed, only on the weekends
and stored under the bed or on the closet floor
in boxes.
i am; therefore i think.
i think; therefore i love:
and that love covers
page after page after page
unmetered and raw
written
to this earth and everything
sum, ergo credo
***the rudimentary latin in this is first cogito ergo sum=I think, therefore I am; sum ergo diligo = I am, therefore I love; sum, ergo credo = I am, therefore I believe. The diligo/diligi/dilige/diligiamo/diligete/diligono is a present tense conjugation of diligere, the Latin verb for to respect, to esteem, to love.

Day 12: Where passion resides.