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This is one of the few pictures we have of my mom and her family before the war.  She was an adorable little girl who grew into a beautiful and haunted woman.  I think some of the relentless, unforgiving thoughts that defined so much of her persona were driven by memories such images evoked, further fueled by the unanswerable question, “what if?”.  “What if” there had been no Holocaust?  “What if” they could have remained in Vienna along with their sizeable extended family?  “What if” she had been able to grow up with frivolity?  “What if” her back story was so benign, so unremarkable that it didn’t inform her entire life?

Holocaust Remembrance Day – I wrote of it last year.  I honor it again.  Elie Wiesel once said, “To forget the Holocaust is to kill twice”.  With a bowed back, I realize that he is right – for this is…

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It is dangerous to love a poet

It is dangerous to love a poet
who blows emotion into rainbow animals;
orange giraffes, pink dogs, purple monkeys–
her balloon bestiary handed off to anyone
who stops to admire her skill and their lightness.
That some are shaped to your likeness is completely accidental,
she says, bouncing your persona palm to palm until it pops.

It is troubling to love a poet
who paints seduction in shadows
on metaphorical flesh, concentric patterns
traced on paper when the lines you want her to read out loud
are written by vessels under your skin, shivered
and goosebumped for lips busy kissing or cursing a muse.
You will always be the interloper in that marriage.

It is lonely to love a poet
who stays up until dawn, choosing the right shade of red
to  spraypaint your name on the moon, her  graffiti
bold enough to read from any bedroom window–
no solace when her side of the bed echoes scent
and is empty of presence.  In her chase of the right word,
she will not hear you murmur her name as you sleep.

It is useless to confront a poet.
She will take the pain you bring,
clay thrown on the wheel of her vision
spun and shaped to perfection,
glazed with a sad you will never see,
fired to a form that sings unbreakable passion.

It is joy to love a poet.
Her words lift from beyond the depth of bone
to wing from lips, floating each shade
in the spectrum of feeling your name evokes,
and you are caught, dazzled
and doomed as any moth or firefly, chasing
and breathing the lit cloud only she owns.

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Small stone 1/31/2013

Degrees graphed like telemetry spikes on a screen, vacillating from 66 to 20 in 24 hours in a temperature flatline.  Call a code, someone.  Our climate has crashed.

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small stone 1/30/2013

if stones could bloom
those small, mineral seeds
would open amethyst and sapphire

flowers that never fade–
brilliant but scentless

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Mali(the price of jihad)

Mali slides through speakers
a desert snake tonguing my ears,
that word close to what I named
a doll once, chasing memory the second
I hear the country on the radio
while I read of Konna
where burned-out tanks and broken guns
litter the fish market, empty stalls selling air
in a city where the indigo people
trade a green, yellow, and red flag
for white paper, flown up that pole
for all to read.  Pay attention:

Assembly for the Spiritual Ideology
to Purify the African World
bordered by machine guns,
drawing so beautifully what happens
when color is traded for ideas.

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The light menu (for Terry)

We wield  full abdomens
risen like yeast dough
proofed and ready for baking
in parodies of pregnancy, but
we don’t deliver anything live
from these, supersized past plus.

Filling up on the light menu
still means feeding past sate to bloat
on the plate, in the mouth,
never reaching and meeting

the things we are starved for.

Inspired by Terry’s work here:
http://mobiusfaith.wordpress.com/2013/01/29/a-light-menu/

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small stone 1/28/2013

Fog is not tiptoeing anywhere here tonight–it is flowing gray/black stripes across the road like a ghost tiger chasing winter.

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