muse-ridden

Forgetting to tie my shoes
or cook breakfast,
like an idiot savant
crunching numbers
between his teeth,
savoring their sweet-saltiness
and solving problems faster
than calculator memory,
or the five-year-old that bows deep,
bowing and plucking violin strings
with more skill than the first chair
at the symphony,
muse-driven and ridden 60 days in a row,
I breathe in air like everyone else
but exhale poetry.

So long silent, the song
strokes the harp of my ribs.
My blood sounds a descant
decanted through veins
and the bones of my neck
ping tone like a long xylophone
as this pulse turns drum
and thrums a backbeat
that echoes in marrow.

Struck and humming,
I become the instrument
I was created to be;
the hammered key,
the breath of the horn,
the flights of a voice
when it’s freed.

***for dVerse.  Rework of something written in May.  Probably not done yet, but does include a lot of the devices Gay spoke about today.

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rather like gilgamesh

Rather like Gilgamesh
I need
a man not yet made

a stone brother
to match
strength to strength

so I remember (after
the earth quiets
from our meeting)

something
of gentleness

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Last minute

Tonight
I take the last bag of candy
from the pharmacy shelf
colored red and pink
and wrapped separately
so my son can sign his name
with his novice four letters
24 times

because that’s me, always
on the cusp of something
and breathless about
gettingdone.

If I planned properly,
I could make sugar dough
rolled thin enough
to use the heart-shaped cookie cutter
and together we could frost
two dozen for his class,
pink frosting
and each wrapped
in red cellophane,

but that’s what
the other mothers do,
not me.  I am the mother
who notices,
when he signs his name
his hands are small squares
like yours, and when he kisses
his thanks on my cheek
he uses a mouth
shaped like mine,
thin-lipped and forever  smiling

and I remember
how we made him
and that
is why I choose a card
large as a poster
and some chocolate,
to place on the checkout counter
next to that almost-too-late candy.

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germ(i)nation

It’s time
to start the nightshades

not the brilliant berries
red and deadly
as any poison apple

but their cousins–
peppers, tomatoes,
ground cherries

seeds on my table
lifted on a toothpick

planted the depth of one breath
mist-watered

small seedlings mocking
the ice on my window

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February

Mid-February keeps it’s time,
holding tight to snow and earth
frozen to raw mud.  Before sap runs
this month will ignore returning birds
and snap and swallow budding
back to whiteness, allowing no green
except naked grass, uncovered where sun melts snow

February clings to ice, refusing to admit
winter’s back is broken
because, underground
crocuses are stirring.

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the math of one

This space I occupy
can be ciphered
if a formula exists
for these boundaries

but I am less body
than biosphere
mostly uncounted
and misunderstood

greater than the sum of parts
added in catcalls.
My lips are the dividend

of strawberries.
My arms mimic
the circumference
of the moon

and my love
if you are blessed to touch it,
encompasses
an irrational number.

For Georgia at Broadblogs who said:  Sit with your legs sprawled and the fat popping out wherever. Walk with a wide stride and some swagger. Eat in public in a decidedly non-ladylike fashion. Burp and fart without apology. Adjust your breasts when necessary. Unapologetically take up space.

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