muse-ridden

Like an idiot savant crunching numbers
between her teeth, savoring the sweet saltiness
and solving problems faster than calculator memory, or bowing
and plucking violin strings with more skill than the first chair
at the symphony; but forgetting to tie her shoes,
or cook breakfast,

I am breathing in air like everyone else
but exhaling poetry

silent for so long, the song hums in my veins
like an insistent strum on the harp
of my ribs; now murmuring
a descant within the inner ear,
the bones of my neck a long xylophone,
and drums thrum responses
filling my heart’s chambers,
& echo in marrow

I am the instrument I was created to be,
yes, muse-driven and ridden 60 days in a row;

do I ask for it to stop–no, never that

but perhaps an hour of silence

dare I ask for that, or will that music still again,
this time forever?

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Duet #2: Thoughts on Dinner

By Noel Ihebuzor and Susan L. Daniels

Noel:
the thought of what to eat is as important as how and where to eat

Susan:
Yes, what can we feed on to justify
a meeting between 2 continents,
tectonic plates that do not overlap;
separated by oceanic crust

this food must be elemental & necessary as air;
and where and how will arise from the answer

Noel:
Do we stuff ourselves or should we feel ourselves to a place where we can fill ourselves with us

to this place where fresh palmwine, the nectar of the gods foams and froths and speaks to our dry throats

Susan:
Here, I speak of earth & water

& tangible things

you whisper a banquet made for gods, of souls, of soil, of fruits
never imagined

from the tree we plant together;
this meal can only be by us, for us, and of us

Noel:
Come away to this place where the gentle moon wraps the winking stars in the soft velvety mantle of its embrace, embellishing them in generous streams of silver rays
bathing us in its glow,
where we shall float weightless buoyed by the lightness of our kindled kindred spirits,
come to this dinner, the rolling boundless ocean shall be our table, spread out before us, linking us, seamless, rippling like us, full – the waves shall sing and dance for us and with and by us, and drown out the tiring world in its loud songs of approval as it laps and rolls for us and with us

Susan:
To meet you there, I will leap over the dateline,
like a child jumping rope, or skipping a chip of shale
across the Caribbean;

I will dream this tonight & wrap us in those rays
that I will braid into one light, rays that now touch our faces
a day apart, on different sides of the earth

Noel:
Let us go hand in hand to this banquet of sharing, of caring across the oceans, bridging distances, the oceans roaring in raucous laughter below us,
the star filled night bathed in the soft beams of the approving moon looking on, let us go to this banquet
where anxious hands trace fine circles that mean nothing and yet are full of meanings, that say nothing yet say everything

Susan:
You will not have to teach me this language;
I am a woman who knows full well the words you would trace,
the worlds I would sketch: a silence
that sings twinned in our blood

***Here it is, our blogging friends–the second duet in cyberspace we all wanted to hear.  Again, I am honored to alternate my verses with those of a master wordsmith in a poetic conversation.  I believe this was inspired by my “What’s for Dinner” piece–this is so much nicer than that…..

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masks

The me
that is really not me
encounters you
that is not you

2 masks dancing
together
could become the us
we should be

tumbling in air
& sketching
on sky

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05/10/2012

I never danced with the devil;
only my friend Michael

& now
I dance with a man
across hours, days, continents, cultures
without ever touching

& the music
is of our own making

***Here I am, savoring my morning coffee (sorry Jennifer), craving a cigarette to go with it (feel your pain, Rhonda–I am having it too), and reviewing my stats page, when I should be working.  My eye happened upon an internet search that somehow included my blog in it–the search terms were “poems about dancing with the devil.”

Hmmm, not sure how my little blog got caught up in that–no dancing with devils here, but it did inspire this little fragment.  Not sure if it is complete, or the hummed fragment of something to come, but I like it.

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affinity

If we were to meet
on a cellular level,
amoeba to amoeba,
or 2 paramecia bumbling
into one another
in a drop of water

eyeless and earless,
mouthless and voiceless,
would we still recognize each other?

I think we would pause
for a moment, consider,
and then continue our minute,
microscopic lives
of engulfing, dividing,
and filtering.

Remember this, though,
precious one–
when lives  are this small
one hour
can span infinity,
and we have had
the equivalent
of at least that much.

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how to make it to 45 (& beyond)

We are not victims,
overwhelmed by being;
the pure force of life
pouring oceans over our heads
& us drowning, overwhelmed
because of it–

No, we have learned
how to swim with,
over, under
& across currents

that pull gentler souls
under water

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word-working: smithing or singing

each word, when spoken
carries music & form

& when strung together
they can beome symphonies,
or links of a chain

when I was a teenager,
& wrote horrible poetry,
I used to hum while I wrote–
twisting sound like soft metal to suit
that constant, internal singing,
working & reworking

now, I know
spoken voice knows its scales
& does not need
such rough smithing;

anneal once
& burnish lightly,
as too much working
of soft metal makes it break

& a shattered voice
is not fit for singing

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