insomnia

my eyes are open windows
uncurtained
painting naked beams
across the ceiling
shot from unshaded bulbs

impossible to dream
inside that brilliance

& if I close my lids
the heat
thrown off by this
spontaneous internal combustion
will fuse them closed
locking light in

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Shinwari

She squats, entombed already
inside that burka,
gray linen worn as the stones
and soil beneath her flat sandals

stares into the treeline, past it
her end playing out
away from that greenness
and silent, meeting it

but she is not stone
nor is he, not yet,
not completely,
because she flinches
and his hand shakes
as he aims and misses twice

her head up, not bowing
before four more shots
send this woman
who allegedly fell already
lower, the way flesh falls
when it no longer fights
inevitable things
like gravity.

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whale fall (a long funeral)

this floating
largeness
of mind

when he fades
he falls
gently

rocked by
currents
to rest on
an unquiet floor

murmuring news
of flesh to fill
these many mouths
bloomed out of famine

who swim to his feast of bones
lasting decades

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just get over it already

there is no alternate ending
where instead of
offering up our palms
in a mudra of helplessness
or surrender

we get the love back

watching you piece
this broken us
together, like a jigsaw
but with sharp edges
and pieces missing
in the middle

is unnecessary bleeding

there is nothing
to fight for, or prove

we have both lost

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woman with two faces

Those 2 first women
Eve and Pandora

if they had met
after the fruit was bitten
and the jar opened

what would they say
to each other

sisters in shame
betrayed by inner natures
so similar

one engineered from dust and water
and the other a rib

Eve, with her bitten fruit
tasted death, suffering,
but also knowing

and Pandora
loosed all evil
into the world
but kept hope;

she earned no curse
and passed none
to her daughters–
not so, our Eve

but why is trouble
laid on female heads
and blame

when, without balanced willingness
to sample temptation
or peek inside something sealed

we would be without hope
and ignorant of it

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mind over mind

not mind over matter
that mind mastering flesh
that is subject to it anyway
with its quiet cravings

but mind over mind
in a wrestling match
limbic system shouting over
the reasonable cortex
its wants

and self
jumping between poles
of craving and reason
attempting balance
on steep slopes
and slipping on substance
shaped to trip and bruise
the best intentions

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