not really much of an opening
in a club
where that’s all they play
so what
on the piano backed by bass
is how I feel tonight
and the answer is no
I live it sometimes
and sometimes its just
background music
for my life.
not really much of an opening
in a club
where that’s all they play
so what
on the piano backed by bass
is how I feel tonight
and the answer is no
I live it sometimes
and sometimes its just
background music
for my life.
no aloneness
today
but for this
interposed
brass in these ears
my wailing wall of
jazz anesthesia
I pilgrim to
praying a
be bop blown
before I was born
but still with that
vinyl turned digital
bounce
and if my life
had a soundtrack
it should be this
swinging through it
time kept
in toe taps
a subtle, but visible
dance on the floor
you just have to wait for it
and move
****written listening to this
My “plain people” poem brought back a favorite family story I have not heard since I was 10 years old.
My grandparents were out driving one Sunday morning somewhere in Canada, near Owen Sound, Ontario. It was early enough for service, and they passed a small Mennonite church, with buggies neatly lined up; horses groomed and enjoying the early summer sun.
My grandmother convinced my grandfather to stop for service–after all, how much difference can there be in a worship service from Baptist to Mennonite–as they both arose from the Anabaptists ‘way back.
Well, there was one painful difference. When the pastor said, “Let us pray,” my grandparents literally knocked heads with the young couple in the pew ahead of them. Apparently, these Mennonites spun around in the pew, knelt, and bowed their heads; thus injuring themselves and the young visiting couple, who had simply bowed their heads forward.
I should breathe worship
like old-order Amish
every conscious second
every action
a prayer of movement
and letting be
living now open as I do
unfurled and belling parachute
or compound sunflower
wide and waiting to ripen
hard to mistake
flaming silk or framing petals
billowing or nodding with wind
for something other than readiness
rooted or sailing, I will
coast to touch down,
or ease into bloom
my face following the sun honestly
while heart enacts wind
did they find it/him/her
the organizing energy behind the universe
that particle
bringing matter form
and spirit weight
no, they discover the fingerprint
of something greater
inside everything
but that organizing energy
is too clever to be captured
by our crude tools
and can only really be understood
through faith