now, you love me

after anger and fear,
after name-calling
and bleeding souls

after we have torn each other
like fighting wildcats
or ravenous sharks

you would say you love me.

Well, love,
what speaks from your heart
is not love but terror
of waking and walking alone

which are things not to run from
but to, arms open, savoring peace
and hearing the voices of our own spirits
and, dare I say it–God, yes, God
speaking to us in rolls of silence
that will buoy us, carry us across the ocean
our ship sank in

do not look to me for answers.
Forgiveness, yes,
but I have only questions myself;
those, and that glittering thing in my palms
we shattered together

careful!
Don’t touch
dreams draw blood
real blood, sometimes
when they break.

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About Susan L Daniels

I am a firm believer that politics are personal, that faith is expressed through action, and that life is something that must be loved and lived authentically--or why bother with any of it?
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15 Responses to now, you love me

  1. nelle's avatar nelle says:

    The like button isn’t big enough. I like this one on the scale of an Adele song. Five stars.

  2. Rhonda's avatar Rhonda says:

    Proud to call you friend. this is wonderful and so are you!

  3. thecavesofaltamira's avatar Jeremy Nathan Marks says:

    The last stanza really does capture it.

  4. I too believe there are words in “rolls of silence ” and you’ve captured butterfly feelings! Fantastic dear! Deborah

  5. beautful poem, powerful imageries, sad song! “dreams draw blood” – this is so sad and intense!

  6. jomul7's avatar jomul7 says:

    I like poetry where the violence or animosity can be felt in the words and not just poetry. I think it’s cathartic. To have violence here so it doesn’t go there. I wish everyone I knew understood this sometimes. I’m rambling, but this all to say that your poem made me think and thanks for that.

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