don’t gamble what you can’t afford to lose

all that is left
is that smile and swagger

those empty pockets

you cashed in
the last of your second chances
and did not notice
my patience is not infinite

like a poor poker player, you ignored
your dwindling stack of chips
and risked everything
with poor odds
by changing nothing

and hoped somehow
the game itself would
just
correct itself
and have a different outcome

without any energy coming from you

I have said before
this is a loose definition
of insanity

tangling you in its threads
like a hungry spider
who gleefully caught you again
and loves the taste

of your spiked blood

different this time
because I am not with you

free of that trap,
we no longer play
at the same table

I’m leaving with a loss

but at least that’s something
I am free to do
that you are not

you cannot walk away

from yourself

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About Susan L Daniels

I am a firm believer that politics are personal, that faith is expressed through action, and that life is something that must be loved and lived authentically--or why bother with any of it?
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14 Responses to don’t gamble what you can’t afford to lose

  1. Bruce Ruston's avatar Ian Moone says:

    Really like this a great sarcastic cutting tongue at the end brill

    • Thanks Ian–this was supposed to go to drafts, but hit the wrong button. Guess its out there now, in all its b____y glory 🙂 Won’t move it back, since it was worth a grin for you.

  2. Rhonda's avatar Rhonda says:

    come get your dag gone award will ya? well, as soon as I publish…then come get it. you rock star you!

  3. I am so glad I found you thru Rhonda. Your words and works are outstanding ~ paula

  4. doncarroll's avatar doncarroll says:

    like this lots. nice metaphor in regards to relationships of any kind. and love the sarcasm too.

  5. nelle's avatar nelle says:

    When you wander into such explorations, I so love it. Another well done.

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